I just lost everything I written on this subject, this does not help me.what does help me is to remember I am only human and to take It easy on myself there is enough people out there who are willing to be hard on me, They don't need my help and I now I know never build a case against your self, keep your eyes open and your mouth shut.
My daughter gave to me one book, well there is two books
1. My Dysfunctions: A journal for chronicling my immeasurably fascinating dysfunctions, neuroses, emotions, inner children, moments of shame and doubt.....
2.THE SELF-HELP SMORGASBORD AN ACTIVITY BOOK FOR PEOPLE WHO NEED ALL THE HELP THEY CAN GET. 52 WAYS TO FIX YOURSELF -ONE WEEK AT A TIME
God I love her so much she knows me and she loves me.. also she makes me laugh until I cry. There is no better feeling than to be helpless, gasping for breath because of too much laughter and to this I say "feels good to laugh"
And when she makes fun of me I just look at her and smile, then I remind her "Little girl do not forget, you are swimming in the same gene pool, we are blessed with exceptional D.N.A Thank you Mommy and Daddy, but I am not sure where the crazy jeans came from, but they are as much a part of me as my arms and legs.
Like I've said before I would not recommend for everyone but it works for me. I wear my mental like a badge of honour, or maybe I said I don't wear it like a badge of honour, but I make it look good or I wear it well something like that... who knows and does it matter?
Anywho the first chapter I lay claim too was the one "MAKE YOUR BED"
to me this is monumental my bed reflects my moods, what I'm working on, it is like the tides as in it ebbs and flows but on a strange continumi9n that has little to do with me sometimes I have to sleep at the very top of it like a kat. To be continued...
