End times/good times

IS THE WORLD COMING TO AN END?

     Who told you that?  Who told them that.... ?  Why are they telling you that.?    What do you do with that kind of info? Hopefully you're the kind of person who, when hearing "news"  you first try to figure out what the news teller's game is...

       Myself, I've learned a long time ago to question everything because it is respectful and it is my right,
no make that my obligation as a sentient human being to question, research, to make sense of this crawzy world we live in.  Some things just seemed to fall into place.

       The information or more appropriately  the miss-information we've been given, with a little truth in every lie, and all misdirection, he blame game, the slight of hand. It is no wonder that our world is as fcuked -up as it is.  When you find out your life or happiness is not a concern for the powers who be.

       When you feel insulted to be called sheeple,  when you realize our loss is their gain, to be misled and minimized and to know that the game is being played unfairly, rules are broken, left out, the dice are loaded,  the diseases are because of them......

       When you know the gamed has been rigged since the time it began, doctors ruin health, governments serve them self and their masters, not the people who should matter, justice is defamed by the very ones who are the overseers of it.

Greed is a lonely game to play and knowing the power comes from keeping us unaware of our own power      

Self-Help What does it mean to you?

I just lost everything I written on this subject, this does not help me.what does help me is to remember I am only human and to take It easy on myself there is enough people out there who are willing to be hard on me,  They don't need my help and I now I know never build a case against your self, keep your eyes open and your mouth shut.

My daughter gave to me one book, well there is two books 
1. My Dysfunctions: A journal for chronicling my immeasurably fascinating dysfunctions, neuroses, emotions, inner children, moments of shame and doubt..... 

2.THE SELF-HELP SMORGASBORD  AN ACTIVITY BOOK FOR  PEOPLE WHO NEED ALL THE HELP THEY CAN GET.  52 WAYS TO FIX YOURSELF -ONE WEEK AT A TIME

God I love her so much she knows me and she loves me.. also she makes me laugh until I cry. There is no better feeling than to be helpless, gasping for breath because of too much laughter  and to this I say "feels good to laugh" 

 And when she makes fun of me I just look at her and smile, then I remind her "Little girl do not forget, you are swimming in the same gene pool,  we are blessed with exceptional D.N.A  Thank you Mommy and Daddy, but I am not sure where the crazy jeans came from, but they are as much a part of me as my arms and legs.

 Like I've said before I would not recommend for everyone but it works for me.  I wear my mental like a badge of honour, or maybe I said I don't wear it like a badge of honour, but I make it look good or I wear it well something like that... who knows and does it matter?

Anywho the first chapter I lay claim too was the one "MAKE YOUR BED"  
to me this is monumental my bed reflects my moods, what I'm working on, it is like the tides as in it ebbs and flows but on a strange continumi9n  that has little to do with me sometimes I have to sleep at the very top of it like a kat. To be continued...

People - Why they gotta be like that

As soon as someone says something so mean, so hurtful, the natural reaction is to ask "why you wanna hurt like that"  They always go awww it was a joke, no jokes are funny, jokes make me laugh, what you just said was hurtful, spiteful, petty, mean  - Where's the haha, I mean I have a sence of humour.  I can appreceate a cleaver response, quick wit, believe me. I can laugh at my self as easily as I can laugh at you, and I know if it's gonna be funny someday, it's funny now.
 However I feel that it is the resposibility of being a seinent (thinking) being to let the mean bully assholes that I don't accept that, I won't condone it, and I won't forget that your small minded and hurtful, and you just tried to undermine me.  Mores the pitty, you can't take shit like that back, and I can't forget it, and I will be sure to keep you at arms lentgh, and I will always wonder why would you want to hurt me, you say(lier) " It was a joke or I simply asked a question. Yea well so did I I asked myself why do I want to get hurt by a "friend", and then I remember a friend won't hurt you like that, and you learn and you outgrow the assholes and step into a betterer day, a day without the hurt of having someone try to put you down.  Hoooooo Woooo. That's all kids for today, don't forget your home and we'll see you next time in Tinytown (Where the troubles are small but the fun is Huge)